In the story of my Life, ironically, I feel as if I am the director and not the protagonist. And that is what has always been the problem. I improvise. I know what is going to happen, thanks to my “I think too much”. Thanks to my “I think I’m too smart”. I mean I know what is going to happen so well, that my movie scene predictions are so very accurate. I just know. I mean yeah, sometimes I do think I could make a good movie director. But for once, I today so wish to not be so smart. I wish to not know. I wish to be privileged enough to be a protagonist at least in my so beautiful life.
The Balcony Door 